Tomorrow is the anniversary of Chris' death. It does not seem possible that he has been gone fourteen years. It seems it was only a short time ago.m
I am doing okay. I am away in the Balearic Islands in Spain. On Tuesday, I plan to go to church to mass and to light a candle for Chris and one for all of you and another for your children. Then I will do a little shopping and go on a short boat cruise to swim and picnic.
I don't think Chris wants me to spend the day morning as I am tempted to do. I will tuck my grief safely within me and go on with life. Life is full of very difficult choices.